Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Striving for perfection (poem)

Skinny, blond, and beautiful,
perfect teeth, height, weight, and skin
wearing the newest of clothes,
asecorized with the widest grin

Media Magazines stock the shelves,
Those fake girls in every tv commercial,
The envy they sought out to give takes over,
Making body image potentially controversial

Groups and cliques control young lives,
Each girl judging herself against the one beside her,
Determined to get the boy, or the most friends,
Changing appearence in desperate atemps from what they were

We say theres no such thing as perfect,
that doesnt mean we strive to be the closest thing to it,
We know it seems silly to some,
but ill be d*mned before i quit

True beauty is real,
but we all much rather have the fake,
Envy controls us,
Keeping us from seeing our mistake

So buy a shirt 2 sizes too small,
Skip lunch today,
And for the beauty that we want,
its just a small price to pay

We all think 'if only i looked like her'
and the day that u finally do, it wont be good enough,

The definiation of beautiful is getting thinner and thinner
and we're just fighting to fit.

poem

Just standin here,
in a gaze,
ur so right,
i'm amazed,

just the thote of u,
brings joy to my heart,
i'm so in luv w/ u,
we'd nevr b apart,

your so beutiful,
ur hair, eyes, and perfect smile,
ur the only 1 i want,
u'd make it worth my while,

we look so perfect 4 each other,
we would always b 2gether,
i would stay w/ u,
through the good times and the stormy weather,

if only u realized,
u've made me fall n luv,
without even knowing,
u and me 4evr...sorta,

i'm n luv w/ u,
like nevr b4,
my heart was hidden,
but u still found the door,

people say ask him b4 u lose him,
but how can i lose what i've nevr had,
y do u confuse me so much,
nevr n my life have i felt so mad,

Yeah i guess i'm pissed,
2 u i'll always b true,
u've let me know wat it feels like 2 luv,
and for that i thank u

Poem without a title

Wondering, and waiting,
I'm slowly pacing,
Glideing through my days,
Waiting for somthing,
When will it begin?
Everyday feels the same,
Equal in sorrow and joy,
Equal in the numbness i feel,
Maybe this'll change,
After all, its a whole new season,
Maybe we can all change,
But do we rly need a reason?
We should live in the present days,
Regardless of the past,
Planning for the future,
But not letting it come to fast,
Wake up and take a deep breath,
Ur eyes are open,
But ur not rly seeing,
This world is full of many things,
Reconize the beauty,
Even the simplest of things mean so much,
So live without regrets,
Do all u can today
Live life to its fullest,
Cause you never know if its ur last day,
Or the effects this day could have,
So dont let life pass u by

Dark side of me.(poem)

Half of myself remains hidden,
The darkness I hide,
My thoughts and feelings unacceptable,
My tears cried

The rage and sorrow buried
It lingers in my soul
In my heart
Lies such an empty hole

Hate for everything and everyone I love
Hate towards myself grows stronger
I am my worst enemy
I understand myself no longer

Each day I fight a silent battle
With the reflection in the mirror
I HATE myself
Each day it becomes a little more severer

Family means nothing to me
I try, trust me I do
My efforts go unnoticed
They are long past due

I sit and cry,
Silently I shout
I go numb inside,
I need to let it out

I want to run away from this sorrow
But im just another cause of my pain
I make myself sick
Im starting to go insane

…I want to cry, I want to die, I want to scream, I want to shout

But instead I let myself sit here…I let my numbness burn into rage…and fade into sorrow…I don't look in the mirror as I pass. My eyes dripping with tears, I cant take life now, I cant take my fears… I cant take myself

Dark Wonderland (poem)

Wonderland---

Worry spreads across her face,
She cries a single tear,
She seems small in a world of big,
Reality is her fear.

She has a world of wonderland,
Much happier the her one of fright,
She closes her eyes and falls alseep,
visiting wonderland every night.

Awaking at dawn,
Mascara smeared with tears down her face; her pillow had turned black,
She lays down silently and closes her eyes,
Wishing her hardest to just go back.

Her life unlike the fairy tales she grew up believing,
A happy ever after ending would never be hers,
She forces the thought out of her head,
Before her feeling mix and slurs.

The sorrow of her life and the pain she feels inside overwhelms her,
And she cant take it anymore,
She drags the knife across her wrist, falls deeper into the tub,
And ends up at Wonderland's door.