Break up

You ripped my heart entirely apart,
Yet you don’t even know,
I lay awake and think of you,
My tears start to overflow

I don’t miss you at all,
Of that I am sure,
I miss the old you,
The person I thought u were

You think I ended ‘us’,
How can u be so vein?,
I did what I had to,
Though it causes me much pain

But my words don’t mesh,
The right ones I cannot find,
But I'm forgetting you,
And leaving our past behind

I thought you knew me,
I’ve never been so wrong,
I’m ashamed of what u thought of me,
What you thought all along

I'm afraid to face you,
And that simple mask u hide behind,
I don’t know if I can talk to you,
Courage is something I can’t find

You say you chose the wrong ‘side’,
And its me u regret,
I've got a feeling u always have,
It’s a feeling ill never forget

You never really loved me,
You never even cared,
Simple words played with my heart,
Leaving me unprepared

You were one of my best friends,
So much more than just a boy,
Love is cruel,
You played me like a toy

Tears burn my face,
The ones you’ll never see fall,
I will never cry in front of you,
Or even show weakness at all

You’re already flirting,
I know I shouldn’t care,
It’s not that I'm jealous of that girl,
But when it comes to her, I'm not willing to share

You’re pretty close to nothing now,
A small chapter in my book of life,
I wanna burn that chapter,
It pierces me like a knife

Liking you for nearly a year,
I've wasted so much time on you,
But this is the end, as we know it,
I bid you a final adieu

~~Happy endings aren’t real~~
*Love will never last*
~So lay in bed Babydoll~
*And reminisce of the past*